time is ticking on ; what went wrong?

behind the eyes, a smile is lingering,
waiting to be accepted.
you are a million moments away,
singing songs without words from a pretty mouth.

i hear you in the sky,
washing in waves over my sundrenched skin.
i missed yours when you were east,
where you are still,
dancing in my wake.

and i cannot bring you back but i don't know if i would anyways.

i feel at ease knowing you are happy.
i feel alive, knowing your world is still spinning.

now it is my turn.
i am finding love in peace and hopefullness.
i am realizing with everyday that life wasn't meant to be easy.
when it becomes too simple, that's when i should start to worry.
it's the small pleasures,
and, i am okay.
i will always be okay, i just have lapses in heart sometimes.